Mother And Son.

Now sleeps the land of houses,     and dead night holds the street,     And there thou liest, my baby,     and sleepest soft and sweet;     My man is away for awhile,     but safe and alone we lie,     And none heareth thy breath but thy mother,     and the moon looking down from the sky     On the weary waste of the town,     as it looked on the grass-edged road     Still warm with yesterday's sun,     when I left my old abode;     Hand in hand with my love,     that night of all nights in the year;     When the river of love o'erflowed     and drowned all doubt and fear,     And we two were alone in the world,     and once if never again,     We knew of the secret of earth     and the tale of its labour and pain.     Lo amidst London I lift thee,     and how little and light thou art,     And thou without hope or fear     thou fear and hope of my heart!     Lo here thy body beginning,     O son, and thy soul and thy life;     But how will it be if thou livest,     and enterest into the strife,     And in love we dwell together     when the man is grown in thee,     When thy sweet speech I shall hearken,     and yet 'twixt thee and me     Shall rise that wall of distance,     that round each one doth grow,     And maketh it hard and bitter     each other's thought to know.     Now, therefore, while yet thou art little     and hast no thought of thine own,     I will tell thee a word of the world;     of the hope whence thou hast grown;     Of the love that once begat thee,     of the sorrow that hath made     Thy little heart of hunger,     and thy hands on my bosom laid.     Then mayst thou remember hereafter,     as whiles when people say     All this hath happened before     in the life of another day;     So mayst thou dimly remember     this tale of thy mother's voice,     As oft in the calm of dawning     I have heard the birds rejoice,     As oft I have heard the storm-wind     go moaning through the wood;     And I knew that earth was speaking,     and the mother's voice was good.     Now, to thee alone will I tell it     that thy mother's body is fair,     In the guise of the country maidens     Who play with the sun and the air;     Who have stood in the row of the reapers     in the August afternoon,     Who have sat by the frozen water     in the high day of the moon,     When the lights of the Christmas feasting     were dead in the house on the hill,     And the wild geese gone to the salt-marsh     had left the winter still.     Yea, I am fair, my firstling;     if thou couldst but remember me!     The hair that thy small hand clutcheth     is a goodly sight to see;     I am true, but my face is a snare;     soft and deep are my eyes,     And they seem for men's beguiling     fulfilled with the dreams of the wise.     Kind are my lips, and they look     as though my soul had learned     Deep things I have never heard of,     my face and my hands are burned     By the lovely sun of the acres;     three months of London town     And thy birth-bed have bleached them indeed,     "But lo, where the edge of the gown"     (So said thy father) "is parting     the wrist that is white as the curd     From the brown of the hand that I love,     bright as the wing of a bird."     Such is thy mother, O firstling,     yet strong as the maidens of old,     Whose spears and whose swords were the warders     of homestead, of field and of fold.     Oft were my feet on the highway,     often they wearied the grass;     From dusk unto dusk of the summer     three times in a week would I pass     To the downs from the house on the river     through the waves of the blossoming corn.     Fair then I lay down in the even,     and fresh I arose on the morn,     And scarce in the noon was I weary.     Ah, son, in the days of thy strife,     If thy soul could but harbour a dream     of the blossom of my life!     It would be as the sunlit meadows     beheld from a tossing sea,     And thy soul should look on a vision     of the peace that is to be.     Yet, yet the tears on my cheek!     and what is this doth move     My heart to thy heart, beloved,     save the flood of yearning love?     For fair and fierce is thy father,     and soft and strange are his eyes     That look on the days that shall be     with the hope of the brave and the wise.     It was many a day that we laughed,     as over the meadows we walked,     And many a day I hearkened     and the pictures came as he talked;     It was many a day that we longed,     and we lingered late at eve     Ere speech from speech was sundered,     and my hand his hand could leave.     Then I wept when I was alone,     and I longed till the daylight came;     And down the stairs I stole,     and there was our housekeeping dame     (No mother of me, the foundling)     kindling the fire betimes     Ere the haymaking folk went forth     to the meadows down by the limes;     All things I saw at a glance;     the quickening fire-tongues leapt     Through the crackling heap of sticks,     and the sweet smoke up from it crept,     And close to the very hearth     the low sun flooded the floor,     And the cat and her kittens played     in the sun by the open door.     The garden was fair in the morning,     and there in the road he stood     Beyond the crimson daisies     and the bush of southernwood.     Then side by side together     through the grey-walled place we went,     And O the fear departed,     and the rest and sweet content!     Son, sorrow and wisdom he taught me,     and sore I grieved and learned     As we twain grew into one;     and the heart within me burned     With the very hopes of his heart.     Ah, son, it is piteous,     But never again in my life     shall I dare to speak to thee thus;     So may these lonely words     about thee creep and cling,     These words of the lonely night     in the days of our wayfaring.     Many a child of woman     to-night is born in the town,     The desert of folly and wrong;     and of what and whence are they grown?     Many and many an one     of wont and use is born;     For a husband is taken to bed     as a hat or a ribbon is worn.     Prudence begets her thousands;     "good is a housekeeper's life,     So shall I sell my body     that I may be matron and wife."     "And I shall endure foul wedlock     and bear the children of need."     Some are there born of hate,     many the children of greed.     "I, I too can be wedded,     though thou my love hast got."     "I am fair and hard of heart,     and riches shall be my lot."     And all these are the good and the happy,     on whom the world dawns fair.     O son, when wilt thou learn     of those that are born of despair,     As the fabled mud of the Nile     that quickens under the sun     With a growth of creeping things,     half dead when just begun?     E'en such is the care of Nature     that man should never die,     Though she breed of the fools of the earth,     and the dregs of the city sty.     But thou, O son, O son,     of very love wert born,     When our hope fulfilled bred hope,     and fear was a folly outworn.     On the eve of the toil and the battle     all sorrow and grief we weighed,     We hoped and we were not ashamed,     we knew and we were not afraid.     Now waneth the night and the moon;     ah, son, it is piteous     That never again in my life     shall I dare to speak to thee thus.     But sure from the wise and the simple     shall the mighty come to birth;     And fair were my fate, beloved,     if I be yet on the earth     When the world is awaken at last,     and from mouth to mouth they tell     Of thy love and thy deeds and thy valour,     and thy hope that nought can quell.