Painful Obsession

I see you everywhere and it troubles my soul to know that I love you, but I can't have you as my own Painful memories and ties of blood grow strong So much to say, but I couldn't hold on for too long Painful obsessions would bring it on I wish I could hold your hand like I did before But it's painful memories that trouble me more I used to think that I could not go on without you here But that was all lies until you took me there I'm leaving the air behind me, holding on to my last breath I'm taking care of everything, myself waiting for death It's a shame that it had to end this way But I deserve it for the games I play I hope you find a new love someday soon And I'll pray for you under the full moon Have a great life and think of me when you're down If you have trouble remember where I'm found I wish we could've given it one more try But it would have been a long shot that was just shy I know you probably hate me and never want to see me again Just remember I loved you but my Painful Obsession forbid Me to see you and my only kid Till the next time we meet I guess this is goodbye Hold my head up and try not to cry Think of you anymore and I just might dieThis took a while cus I had to get the idea of what I was writing for first. Written December 21st, 2001 © on Dec 21 2001 07:19 AM PST   0 • 8